As I was walking to my new job today, showered by the bright sun and the blue sky, I kept hearing this music, this wonderful, brilliant music in my mind, that accompanied the fuck scene with Matt Lattanzi and Jacqueline Bisset from the 80's movie 'Rich and Famous'. But I could hear that music in my head so clearly and so wonderfully, that I had the urge to burst into tears, just like last summer at Freedom square in Heraklio. where I had to step aside from the book fair so people wouldn't see the tears rolling down my eyes because of the beauty and sadness I was feeling inside. What is it that I feel when I feel this way? What is the nature of this unspeakable beauty?