I went over to my new job to orientate myself so I won't waste time tomorrow morning. It was raining, not heavily, but annoyingly and it was cold. I survived without my sun glasses and with my reading glasses throughout the day. But the real test will be to finally be able to actually carry on real conversations with people wearing my glasses and looking at them and SEEING them and CONNECTING with them and allowing them to look into me and seeing the reflection of what they see in THEIR eyes and their reaction. I was able to ask for a movie ticket at the theatre, though and did manage to say 'hi' to my uber-hot neighbor wearing my glasses, so I guess that would be a victory. I swear that guy has to be a model or something - he turns me on.. I have fantasies of him fucking me hard. He has this deep voice and manly manner that drives me wild. I wish I had money so I wouldn't have to worry about what impression I made on people and have a 'fuck you' attitude. But I'm poor. I saw 'Coraline' 3D by the way. It was kind of nice, but I don't like cartoons - I like to see people's faces, their grimaces, their expressions - I want to experience LIFE!